βLondon.
βDearest People,β
βHere I really sit at a front window of the Bath Hotel, Piccadilly. Itβs not a fashionable place, but uncle stopped here years ago, and wonβt go anywhere else; however, we donβt mean to stay long, so itβs no great matter. Oh, I canβt begin to tell you how I enjoy it all! I never can, so Iβll only give you bits out of my note-book, for Iβve done nothing but sketch and scribble since I started.
βI sent a line from Halifax, when I felt pretty miserable, but after that I got on delightfully, seldom ill, on deck all day, with plenty of pleasant people to amuse me. Every one was very kind to me, especially the officers. Donβt laugh, Jo; gentlemen really are very necessary aboard ship, to hold on to, or to wait upon one; and as they have nothing to do, itβs a mercy to make them useful, otherwise they would smoke themselves to death, Iβm afraid.
βAunt and Flo were poorly all the way, and liked to be let alone, so when I had done what I could for them, I went and enjoyed myself. Such walks on deck, such sunsets, such splendid air and waves! It was almost as exciting as riding a fast horse, when we went rushing on so grandly. I wish Beth could have come, it would have done her so much good; as for Jo, she would have gone up and sat on the main-top jib, or whatever the high thing is called, made friends with the engineers, and tooted on the captainβs speaking-trumpet, sheβd have been in such a state of rapture.
βIt was all heavenly, but I was glad to see the Irish coast, and found it very lovely, so green and sunny, with brown cabins here and there, ruins on some of the hills, and gentlemenβs country-seats in the valleys, with deer feeding in the parks. It was early in the morning, but I didnβt regret getting up to see it, for the bay was full of little boats, the shore so picturesque, and a rosy sky overhead. I never shall forget it.
βAt Queenstown one of my new acquaintances left us,βMr. Lennox,βand when I said something about the Lakes of Killarney, he sighed and sung, with a look at me,β
βOh, have you eβer heard of Kate Kearney? She lives on the banks of Killarney; From the glance of her eye, Shun danger and fly, For fatalβs the glance of Kate Kearney.β
Wasnβt that nonsensical?
βWe only stopped at Liverpool a few hours. Itβs a dirty, noisy place, and I was glad to leave it. Uncle rushed out and bought a pair of dog-skin gloves, some ugly, thick shoes, and an umbrella, and got shaved Γ la mutton-chop, the first thing. Then he flattered himself that he looked like a true Briton; but the first time he had the mud cleaned off his shoes, the little bootblack knew that an American stood in them, and said, with a grin, βThere yer har, sir. Iβve give βem the latest Yankee shine.β It amused uncle immensely. Oh, I must tell you what that absurd Lennox did! He got his friend Ward, who came on with us, to order a bouquet for me, and the first thing I saw in my room was a lovely one, with βRobert Lennoxβs compliments,β on the card. Wasnβt that fun, girls? I like travelling.
βI never shall get to London if I donβt hurry. The trip was like riding through a long picture-gallery, full of lovely landscapes. The farmhouses were my delight; with thatched roofs, ivy up to the eaves, latticed windows, and stout women with rosy children at the doors. The very cattle looked more tranquil than ours, as they stood knee-deep in clover, and the hens had a contented cluck, as if they never got nervous, like Yankee biddies. Such perfect color I never saw,βthe grass so green, sky so blue, grain so yellow, woods so dark,βI was in a rapture all the way. So was Flo; and we kept bouncing from one side to the other, trying to see everything while we were whisking along at the rate of sixty miles an hour. Aunt was tired and went to sleep, but uncle read his guide-book, and wouldnβt be astonished at anything. This is the way we went on: Amy, flying up,ββOh, that must be Kenilworth, that gray place among the trees!β Flo, darting to my window,ββHow sweet! We must go there some time, wonβt we, papa?β Uncle, calmly admiring his boots,ββNo, my dear, not unless you want beer; thatβs a brewery.β
βA pause,βthen Flo cried out, βBless me, thereβs a gallows and a man going up.β βWhere, where?β shrieks Amy, staring out at two tall posts with a cross-beam and some dangling chains. βA colliery,β remarks uncle, with a twinkle of the eye. βHereβs a lovely flock of lambs all lying down,β says Amy. βSee, papa, arenβt they pretty!β added Flo sentimentally. βGeese, young ladies,β returns uncle, in a tone that keeps us quiet till Flo settles down to enjoy βThe Flirtations of Capt. Cavendish,β and I have the scenery all to myself.
βOf course it rained when we got to London, and there was nothing to be seen but fog and umbrellas. We rested, unpacked, and shopped a little between the showers. Aunt Mary got me some new things, for I came off in such a hurry I wasnβt half ready. A white hat and blue feather, a muslin dress to match, and the loveliest mantle you ever saw. Shopping in Regent Street is perfectly splendid; things seem so cheapβnice ribbons only sixpence a yard. I laid in a stock, but shall get my gloves in Paris. Doesnβt that sound sort of elegant and rich?
βFlo and I, for the fun of it, ordered a hansom cab, while aunt and uncle were out, and went for a drive, though we learned afterward that it wasnβt the thing for young ladies to ride in them alone. It was so droll! for when we were shut in by the wooden apron, the man drove so fast that Flo was frightened, and told me to stop him. But he was up outside behind somewhere, and I couldnβt get at him. He didnβt hear me call, nor see me flap my parasol in front, and there we were, quite helpless, rattling away, and whirling around corners at a break-neck pace. At last, in my despair, I saw a little door in the roof, and on poking it open, a red eye appeared, and a beery voice said,β
ββNow then, mum?β
βI gave my order as soberly as I could, and slamming down the door, with an βAye, aye, mum,β the man made his horse walk, as if going to a funeral. I poked again, and said, βA little faster;β then off he went, helter-skelter, as before, and we resigned ourselves to our fate.
βTo-day was fair and we went to Hyde Park, close by, for we are more aristocratic than we look. The Duke of Devonshire lives near. I often see his footmen lounging at the back gate; and the Duke of Wellingtonβs house is not far off. Such sights as I saw, my dear! It was as good as Punch, for there were fat dowagers rolling about in their red and yellow coaches, with gorgeous Jeameses in silk stockings and velvet coats, up behind, and powdered coachmen in front. Smart maids, with the rosiest children I ever saw; handsome girls, looking half asleep; dandies, in queer English hats and lavender kids, lounging about, and tall soldiers, in short red jackets and muffin caps stuck on one side, looking so funny I longed to sketch them.
βRotten Row means βRoute de Roi,β or the kingβs way; but now itβs more like a riding-school than anything else. The horses are splendid, and the men, especially the grooms, ride well; but the women are stiff, and bounce, which isnβt according to our rules. I longed to show them a tearing American gallop, for they trotted solemnly up and down, in their scant habits and high hats, looking like the women in a toy Noahβs Ark. Every one rides,βold men, stout ladies, little children,βand the young folks do a deal of flirting here; I saw a pair exchange rosebuds, for itβs the thing to wear one in the button-hole, and I thought it rather a nice little idea.
βIn the p.m. to Westminster Abbey; but donβt expect me to describe it, thatβs impossibleβso Iβll only say it was sublime! This evening we are going to see Fechter, which will be an appropriate end to the happiest day of my life.
βMidnight.
βItβs very late, but I canβt let my letter go in the morning without telling you what happened last evening. Who do you think came in, as we were at tea? Laurieβs English friends, Fred and Frank Vaughn! I was so surprised, for I shouldnβt have known them but for the cards. Both are tall fellows, with whiskers; Fred handsome in the English style, and Frank much better, for he only limps slightly, and uses no crutches. They had heard from Laurie where we were to be, and came to ask us to their house; but uncle wonβt go, so we shall return the call, and see them as we can. They went to the theatre with us, and we did have such a good time, for Frank devoted himself to Flo, and Fred and I talked over past, present, and future fun as if we had known each other all our days. Tell Beth Frank asked for her, and was sorry to hear of her ill health. Fred laughed when I spoke of Jo, and sent his βrespectful compliments to the big hat.β Neither of them had forgotten Camp Laurence, or the fun we had there. What ages ago it seems, doesnβt it?
βAunt is tapping on the wall for the third time, so I must stop. I really feel like a dissipated London fine lady, writing here so late, with my room full of pretty things, and my head a jumble of parks, theatres, new gowns, and gallant creatures who say βAh!β and twirl their blond mustaches with the true English lordliness. I long to see you all, and in spite of my nonsense am, as ever, your loving
Amy.β
βParisβ
βDear Girls,β
βIn my last I told you about our London visit,βhow kind the Vaughns were, and what pleasant parties they made for us. I enjoyed the trips to Hampton Court and the Kensington Museum more than anything else,βfor at Hampton I saw Raphaelβs cartoons, and, at the Museum, rooms full of pictures by Turner, Lawrence, Reynolds, Hogarth, and the other great creatures. The day in Richmond Park was charming, for we had a regular English picnic, and I had more splendid oaks and groups of deer than I could copy; also heard a nightingale, and saw larks go up. We βdidβ London to our heartsβ content, thanks to Fred and Frank, and were sorry to go away; for, though English people are slow to take you in, when they once make up their minds to do it they cannot be outdone in hospitality, I think. The Vaughns hope to meet us in Rome next winter, and I shall be dreadfully disappointed if they donβt, for Grace and I are great friends, and the boys very nice fellows,βespecially Fred.
βWell, we were hardly settled here, when he turned up again, saying he had come for a holiday, and was going to Switzerland. Aunt looked sober at first, but he was so cool about it she couldnβt say a word; and now we get on nicely, and are very glad he came, for he speaks French like a native, and I donβt know what we should do without him. Uncle doesnβt know ten words, and insists on talking English very loud, as if that would make people understand him. Auntβs pronunciation is old-fashioned, and Flo and I, though we flattered ourselves that we knew a good deal, find we donβt, and are very grateful to have Fred do the βparley vooing,β as uncle calls it.
βSuch delightful times as we are having! sight-seeing from morning till night, stopping for nice lunches in the gay cafΓ©s, and meeting with all sorts of droll adventures. Rainy days I spend in the Louvre, revelling in pictures. Jo would turn up her naughty nose at some of the finest, because she has no soul for art; but I have, and Iβm cultivating eye and taste as fast as I can. She would like the relics of great people better, for Iβve seen her Napoleonβs cocked hat and gray coat, his babyβs cradle and his old toothbrush; also Marie Antoinetteβs little shoe, the ring of Saint Denis, Charlemagneβs sword, and many other interesting things. Iβll talk for hours about them when I come, but havenβt time to write.
βThe Palais Royale is a heavenly place,βso full of bijouterie and lovely things that Iβm nearly distracted because I canβt buy them. Fred wanted to get me some, but of course I didnβt allow it. Then the Bois and the Champs ElysΓ©es are trΓ¨s magnifique. Iβve seen the imperial family several times,βthe emperor an ugly, hard-looking man, the empress pale and pretty, but dressed in bad taste, I thought,βpurple dress, green hat, and yellow gloves. Little Nap. is a handsome boy, who sits chatting to his tutor, and kisses his hand to the people as he passes in his four-horse barouche, with postilions in red satin jackets, and a mounted guard before and behind.
βWe often walk in the Tuileries Gardens, for they are lovely, though the antique Luxembourg Gardens suit me better. PΓ¨re la Chaise is very curious, for many of the tombs are like small rooms, and, looking in, one sees a table, with images or pictures of the dead, and chairs for the mourners to sit in when they come to lament. That is so Frenchy.
βOur rooms are on the Rue de Rivoli, and, sitting in the balcony, we look up and down the long, brilliant street. It is so pleasant that we spend our evenings talking there, when too tired with our dayβs work to go out. Fred is very entertaining, and is altogether the most agreeable young man I ever knew,βexcept Laurie, whose manners are more charming. I wish Fred was dark, for I donβt fancy light men; however, the Vaughns are very rich, and come of an excellent family, so I wonβt find fault with their yellow hair, as my own is yellower.
βNext week we are off to Germany and Switzerland; and, as we shall travel fast, I shall only be able to give you hasty letters. I keep my diary, and try to βremember correctly and describe clearly all that I see and admire,β as father advised. It is good practice for me, and, with my sketch-book, will give you a better idea of my tour than these scribbles.
βAdieu; I embrace you tenderly.
Votre Amie.β
βHeidelberg.
βMy dear Mamma,β
βHaving a quiet hour before we leave for Berne, Iβll try to tell you what has happened, for some of it is very important, as you will see.
βThe sail up the Rhine was perfect, and I just sat and enjoyed it with all my might. Get fatherβs old guide-books, and read about it; I havenβt words beautiful enough to describe it. At Coblentz we had a lovely time, for some students from Bonn, with whom Fred got acquainted on the boat, gave us a serenade. It was a moonlight night, and, about one oβclock, Flo and I were waked by the most delicious music under our windows. We flew up, and hid behind the curtains; but sly peeps showed us Fred and the students singing away down below. It was the most romantic thing I ever saw,βthe river, the bridge of boats, the great fortress opposite, moonlight everywhere, and music fit to melt a heart of stone.
βWhen they were done we threw down some flowers, and saw them scramble for them, kiss their hands to the invisible ladies, and go laughing away,βto smoke and drink beer, I suppose. Next morning Fred showed me one of the crumpled flowers in his vest-pocket, and looked very sentimental. I laughed at him, and said I didnβt throw it, but Flo, which seemed to disgust him, for he tossed it out of the window, and turned sensible again. Iβm afraid Iβm going to have trouble with that boy, it begins to look like it.
βThe baths at Nassau were very gay, so was Baden-Baden, where Fred lost some money, and I scolded him. He needs some one to look after him when Frank is not with him. Kate said once she hoped heβd marry soon, and I quite agree with her that it would be well for him. Frankfort was delightful; I saw Goetheβs house, Schillerβs statue, and Danneckerβs famous βAriadne.β It was very lovely, but I should have enjoyed it more if I had known the story better. I didnβt like to ask, as every one knew it, or pretended they did. I wish Jo would tell me all about it; I ought to have read more, for I find I donβt know anything, and it mortifies me.
βNow comes the serious part,βfor it happened here, and Fred is just gone. He has been so kind and jolly that we all got quite fond of him; I never thought of anything but a travelling friendship, till the serenade night. Since then Iβve begun to feel that the moonlight walks, balcony talks, and daily adventures were something more to him than fun. I havenβt flirted, mother, truly, but remembered what you said to me, and have done my very best. I canβt help it if people like me; I donβt try to make them, and it worries me if I donβt care for them, though Jo says I havenβt got any heart. Now I know mother will shake her head, and the girls say, βOh, the mercenary little wretch!β but Iβve made up my mind, and, if Fred asks me, I shall accept him, though Iβm not madly in love. I like him, and we get on comfortably together. He is handsome, young, clever enough, and very rich,βever so much richer than the Laurences. I donβt think his family would object, and I should be very happy, for they are all kind, well-bred, generous people, and they like me. Fred, as the eldest twin, will have the estate, I suppose, and such a splendid one as it is! A city house in a fashionable street, not so showy as our big houses, but twice as comfortable, and full of solid luxury, such as English people believe in. I like it, for itβs genuine. Iβve seen the plate, the family jewels, the old servants, and pictures of the country place, with its park, great house, lovely grounds, and fine horses. Oh, it would be all I should ask! and Iβd rather have it than any title such as girls snap up so readily, and find nothing behind. I may be mercenary, but I hate poverty, and donβt mean to bear it a minute longer than I can help. One of us must marry well; Meg didnβt, Jo wonβt, Beth canβt yet, so I shall, and make everything cosey all round. I wouldnβt marry a man I hated or despised. You may be sure of that; and, though Fred is not my model hero, he does very well, and, in time, I should get fond enough of him if he was very fond of me, and let me do just as I liked. So Iβve been turning the matter over in my mind the last week, for it was impossible to help seeing that Fred liked me. He said nothing, but little things showed it; he never goes with Flo, always gets on my side of the carriage, table, or promenade, looks sentimental when we are alone, and frowns at any one else who ventures to speak to me. Yesterday, at dinner, when an Austrian officer stared at us, and then said something to his friend,βa rakish-looking baron,βabout βein wonderschΓΆnes BlΓΆndchen,β Fred looked as fierce as a lion, and cut his meat so savagely, it nearly flew off his plate. He isnβt one of the cool, stiff Englishmen, but is rather peppery, for he has Scotch blood in him, as one might guess from his bonnie blue eyes.
βWell, last evening we went up to the castle about sunset,βat least all of us but Fred, who was to meet us there, after going to the Post Restante for letters. We had a charming time poking about the ruins, the vaults where the monster tun is, and the beautiful gardens made by the elector, long ago, for his English wife. I liked the great terrace best, for the view was divine; so, while the rest went to see the rooms inside, I sat there trying to sketch the gray stone lionβs head on the wall, with scarlet woodbine sprays hanging round it. I felt as if Iβd got into a romance, sitting there, watching the Neckar rolling through the valley, listening to the music of the Austrian band below, and waiting for my lover, like a real story-book girl. I had a feeling that something was going to happen, and I was ready for it. I didnβt feel blushy or quakey, but quite cool, and only a little excited.
βBy and by I heard Fredβs voice, and then he came hurrying through the great arch to find me. He looked so troubled that I forgot all about myself, and asked what the matter was. He said heβd just got a letter begging him to come home, for Frank was very ill; so he was going at once, in the night train, and only had time to say good-by. I was very sorry for him, and disappointed for myself, but only for a minute, because he said, as he shook hands,βand said it in a way that I could not mistake,ββI shall soon come back; you wonβt forget me, Amy?β
βI didnβt promise, but I looked at him, and he seemed satisfied, and there was no time for anything but messages and good-byes, for he was off in an hour, and we all miss him very much. I know he wanted to speak, but I think, from something he once hinted, that he had promised his father not to do anything of the sort yet awhile, for he is a rash boy, and the old gentleman dreads a foreign daughter-in-law. We shall soon meet in Rome; and then, if I donβt change my mind, Iβll say βYes, thank you,β when he says βWill you, please?β
βOf course this is all very private, but I wished you to know what was going on. Donβt be anxious about me; remember I am your βprudent Amy,β and be sure I will do nothing rashly. Send me as much advice as you like; Iβll use it if I can. I wish I could see you for a good talk, Marmee. Love and trust me.
βEver your
Amy.β
βJo, Iβm anxious about Beth.β
βWhy, mother, she has seemed unusually well since the babies came.β
βItβs not her health that troubles me now; itβs her spirits. Iβm sure there is something on her mind, and I want you to discover what it is.β